I haven't gone to sleep before 2am the past few weeks. It may have something to do with the fact that I don't entirely have a reason to wake up in the morning.

I hate to be a debbie downer, I'm actually a really happy person, but it's so frustrating to be going in circles over and over again while other people are moving on with their lives. Why would God put me through this and why do I have to compare myself to others.

Maybe living at home won't be so bad :]

This has to get better soon, it can't last forever.